Depending on who you talk to I am either into my 14th week or 13th week. The nurses base everything on their little wheel of conception which is based on a 28 day cycle. My cycle is longer, more like 30 or 31 days and they also base it on the size of the baby. During our last ultrasound they were expecting 10 week fetus and what they saw was more like a 9 week fetus. Anyway, at this point no one seems too concerned about which week I am in except me. I am learning that being pregnant is not something you have any control over.
here's a before (4 weeks along) and now photo (me on the right is either 12 or 13 weeks) I think the belly is mostly food but the body has changed :)
Trying to live within the wheat, sugar, dairy, nut, sesame, tomato, pepper, pineapple, blueberry free diet is simply not working for this kid. This kid is sick of the 'free' diet and is fervently demanding real cheese, any form is acceptable but mac & cheese, grilled cheese and cheese burgers are the preferred vehicles. We wouldn't pass up a cheese pizza, lasagna or enchiladas either and I'm sure you'll agree that most things can be enhanced by sour cream.
Maybe this whole cheese thing isn't about the baby but it's a really good excuse!

I ate this bowl of mac & cheese in about 10 minutes. This after coming home from work early because I felt incredibly nauseous. I was feeling very ill, I tried to take a nap but the box of mac & cheese in the pantry was calling to me - then I took a nap.

I think that I could ramble on about food for while. I haven't been doing much cooking because all the things I want to make I can't eat and my appetite for other stuff is not great. Richard has had to take over doing most of the cooking. Actually he's had to take over doing a lot of things which leads me to my next pregnancy topic - fatigue.
As the weeks role by my energy level seems to be getting better but not better in the way that means I don't need a nap at 3 in the afternoon. Not better in the way that I can clean the house or do all the laundry. I can clean a room and do some laundry. I wonder how mothers of more than one child ever did it. How did they function? This is what I am currently referring to as the evolution of motherhood. You start out thinking all these things and having certain expectations about you, the world, your baby and your body and gradually, as you evolve into another person physically and mentally and before the world it all strips away until you are a Mother. I know I may not be making much sense, there seems to be so many things to contemplate and yet nothing to do. I think this will be an ongoing conversation.
Now that I just got done telling you about how I can't get anything done - I did manage to sell some bunnies to Mockingbird, a new baby shop on Garland St. here in Spokane.
Photos of Mockingbird are courtesy of Megan

And I had a table at Fresh Abundance's very first 2nd Saturday - A Sustainable Market.
I brought everything I had and some fabric scraps. I shared a table with Beth who makes cool felted hair pins, Lisa who makes a styling cycling cap and Maddie who makes incredible drawings.
It was a long day. I ended up selling about 1/3 of what I brought, which I am pretty happy about. I got to spend the day with Richard who came to help
pedals2people with their last free tune-up of the year and to be my errand boy, as usual.
Almost all the cool people were there (I'm sure there were a few who couldn't make it). I saw Laura and Mike and Megan and her Mom. Of course Liza, John, Beth, Maddie, Mike, Jeff, Lisa, Ken, Siobhann and all the P2P gang make every event cool and totally worth being at.
Here are some shots of the table and bike tune-ups (more on my
flickr page)





